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Y’all im js so fuckin tired I have this thing called PMDD (pre menstrual dysphoric disorder) and basically it js means I’m super depressed and shit before my period and I’m fucking sick of it Like being trans already sucks ass but having this fucking disorder plus depression, anxiety, adhd, body dysmorphia, gender dysphoria, etc is so goddamn draining I have really bad mood swings and I get mad so fuckin easily and it’s so annoying I’ve always felt like such a damn failure especially since getting 5150’d in October and then fucking AGAIN in December bc I tried to kms The worst part of it is that I can’t even cry It’s like I have no tear ducts or some shit like no matter how shitty I feel I haven’t been able to cry about it Like crying is so therapeutic to let out all the stupid emotions and I just can’t do it I try not to go on rants like this but its too much Like I shouldn’t be bitching bc I live in a residential home where I can talk to staff and my clinician whenever I need to but I can’t I can’t make myself talk Anyways Thanks for listening to me spill my guts This actually made me feel a lot better Have an amazing day yall ❤️❤️