am I cooked I'm getting braces vru

prolly going back to school with braces 💔 bro im so scared ill look chopped asf in them. So basically I was in a rush when I shared my update on visiting the orthodontist a few days ago bc I was camping 💔 but I'm back home now (got home yesterday at 11 am). Anyways after doing everything x rays and the fhghghgh the alginate impression (it made me so nauseous) they said it would be like 170 dollars a month for 2 yrs or insurance might cover it. After everything they did, some guy came in to inspect my teeth and called out numbers and pls if someone knows what bro was calculating pls tell me. He called out numbers abt my teeth or something and someone counted it, I scored 28 points and the minimum to get coverage for orthopedic care is 26 points according to my insurance sooo idk what that was about. It just needs to be approved and we will get results in like 4-5 weeks soooo prolly early august 💔 and I think I AM getting braces am I cooked 💔💔 My mom says 170 a month is ok and she says it's better if insurance covers it ofc but she is still paying that regardless but ofc I can't say anything with 100 percent confidence. But yeah I'm so cooked I'm gonna get braces and they said it'll prolly be for 24 months 😭😭 anyway they made me took images like I was doing a mug shot or smth My front profile actually looked good I was mogging so hard but then I saw my side profile and I legit got so insecure I still feel insecure. it got to the point of how bad I felt abt my appearance a few months ago iykyk mostly for blue and sjahn. i did feel that way and cried a lot in private bc the image of my side profile was so ugly i literally couldn't believe it was this ugly. but im not turning this into a vent so umm yeah thats it ig i will likely go baack to school with braces im so cooked