Back to school or smth

I am NOT ready to go back to school. I am SO NOT READY. Trust me I'm excited to see my classes n stuff (especially FFA & chemistry 🤤🤤🤤🤤) but I do not wanna have to do all the testing & work. Not to mention but my school has like stairs & they aren't too bad but dude I was litterally at the mall yesterday & I had to walk up the escalator since it wasn't working & I was out of breath IM NOT READY. But hey atleast they have a middle part in which you can take a short break at. There are things that I am excited about though, like joining graphic design or making my own club relating to smth that I might talk about right now or something. But anyways I'm just not that prepared to go back. I'm also concerned about someone that me & my friendgroup dealt with in the past tryna come back & jesus thats scary. Nothing too bad just someone we don't like. Its not that scary either but its like we just don't wanna deal with them anymore. Okkay enough of that time to talk abt the club even tho I think it'd be better off as a seperate post perhaps but I legit dont care. For a while I've always liked the idea of being at school doing music/band related stuff without having to join band. Theres a lot of reasons why but the main ones are -Band has a toxic environment/people -You have to do stuff the way THEY want to -Sometimes you hardly get to practice the instruments you want in there And theres more but yeah thats like it I guess So I wanna start something in which you can do band but you can also just do whatever you want. There's obviously gonna be some difficulties doing that (like maybe some sort of guideline that only allows the school band to exist or smth) but either way its something that I REALLY wanna try out because with how big my school is I know that for a FACT someone wants to do the same. Okay rant over if you guys already have school right now I wish yall luck