break.

Edit: I check on here during school, I just don't interact besides liking certain posts. I lost my main goal of the day (moding) because I was sorta using it as a title. I loved the simplicity of the job, all I did was moderate patterns but I took it like a serious role to protect the community. I loved rating patterns, seeing what you guys created. I tried to figure out who made what and ALWAYS rated fairly (its obviously part of the job and literally a rule, but I said it anyway..) I make notes or warnings like I'm some higher up person, moderators are the same as regular users.. (we're just seen higher towards Derek) I loved the game of trying to get higher up on the board of mods. I've been stressed, i'm afraid of another drama, I overreacted on a user. I wish I could get the job back. It was a pride of mine, maybe too much of one, but it made me genuinely feel like i'm doing something in my life, because everyone my age is getting jobs. if I were to try again, I would change my ways. But for now I think I need to break off this website, a week, 2 maybe 3, or more. go to my Pinterest and send me a message, or email me if you'd like. to binxie and jinxie(cat): I'm sorry, I love you guys. I'll be back soon, don't do no bad stuff okay? and I promise i'm SOOO proud of you guys. You guys make me sleep better and make my days better. to Derek.. (I doubt he'll see this...) i'm sorry I violated the rules. I'm sorry i've previously violated as well. This community has been the best community i've been it, its honestly helped my mental health just being apart of it. I'm under a lot of stress right now, and I highly apologize for my actions as to using my role heavily. As stated I take it to seriously, but a lot of these users on here are younger and as an older sister of two, I feel like I have a form of responsibility to keep everyone safe. I hope I didn't hurt anyone in anyway shape or form. I loved the job, simple, easy, and made me feel like someone. It's a beautiful community, and I just was scared it'd come crashing down. I hope you can forgive me, one day or another. I love you guys <3 I love this community. You guys are beautiful, strong, independent, and the BEST people i've ever talked to. I'll always come back. <3 -Lexi N. Wiles- The girl behind your friendly user/ Ex moderator: St4rz4Lynx