can I trauma dump on yall?..

!! TW :: cussing, SH !! hey guys.. I rlly need to trauma dump because I need to get shit off my chest.. so I’ve been dealing with a lot and idk who to tell so my last option is you guys.. — I’ve been starving myself a lot and I barely eat anything at Lunch cause I feel like I will become more fatter.. I’ve been trying to loose Weight but I also have a bit of a eating disorder… loosing weight is hard for me because I can’t really loose weight because of my ED… — i have multiple scars on my arms and legs from SH and it’s hard to swim during the summer become I don’t like to show people my scars.. i also ALWAYS wear my hoodie during the summer because I go out a lot then but I don’t sweat so yeah.. in PE i never take my hoodie off or I wear gloves that are long enough… — I struggle with anxiety… anxiety has stuck with me ever since 4th grade.. so yeah I’ve been struggling with that but I take meds for it but I still struggle… — I have a lot of trauma from my past partners; I won’t say much about them but I still have trauma from them.. I don’t know why but all of the partners I’ve had trauma with is with men.. I’m into men but they scare me.. — some people bully me in school and I actually have bruises from people hitting me… and some people bully me just because I read MHA.. but it also might be because I’m a furry/therian and I draw animals.. — sorry for maybe wasting some of your time.. but I just needed to get that off of me. Sincerely, Kai