can the alterhumans of kandipad PLEASE help me

i am so confused rn bc idk whether im otherhearted or something else :/ bc i use the label cambitherian, whiich is when you feel like your alterhumanity shifts between being otherhearted and therian, but i dont like this label because i prefer just having one solid label to describe myself and dont like being left open to interpretation yk? bc im definitely some type of alterhuman (67.1% sure), but when i look at how i see my person i see someone who is connected to nature and animals and is able to send signals without ever talking (tail wags, pointing ears etc) and really want that to be a part of my life i also wonder if i want to wear ears and a tail outside of kemonomimi reasons sometimes, like it feels too much like a part of myself and my being to just be a hobby i think that i have like the alterhuman version of comphet or something ngl so as a summary i feel like i want to wear gear and do quads as more than just a hobby, like its who i am, but i dont know if i could ever identify as an animal, i could identify WITH animals but i dont know about identifying as one so i know that im not a therian can y'all help me TwT