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servent_of_hades • Mar 16, 2026 @ 1:07pm

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The depression is so real rn :[ !tw! Sensitive subjects My science teacher sounded so loud today and I know that lunch is going to sound so much louder and it’s going to smell so strong, but I’ll have to eat something even if I don’t want to but I feel so nauseous all of the time and my body hurts so much today that I didn’t want to get up this morning but I had to. I can’t wait for tonight so I can just go to sleep and not have to deal with this stuff but I have problems falling asleep and my parents won’t let me take melatonin to help and they just dismiss my body pain as something that happens to everyone and is fine even though I always hurt and the doctors won’t see me about what’s going on with me until May but I don’t know if I can handle it for that long with how bad I feel. And I always feel like I’m about to snap because my older sister and her kids still live in the house, and she lets them do almost anything as long as it doesn’t bother her, as if there’s not other people in the house that don’t want to listen to them stomping and screaming and being loud all of the time, and I don’t want to tell her how I feel about her yet but I’m eventually just going to start screaming at her and I don’t know what to do about it. I know my parents won’t be mad at me for saying what we’ve all been thinking but they could get mad at me for yelling at her and the kids and I’m always so tired. Honestly, I don’t even know if my friends would realize that something happened to me if I stopped showing up to school. I don’t like eating but my parents always notice when I stop eating dinner and I’m sorry about this being so long and formatted so terribly, I’m in the middle of math and just typing out my thoughts

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