system info! (requests open ^_^)

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hi guys, i wanted to do a kinda document about our system ?? idk i just wanted to do this kinda thing and i didnt wanna use google cuz.. it doesnt let us share stuff outside of our school district on there sob sob.. anyways! so first things first im gonna go over the alters who front the most often ^_^ tony (duh) she/any , taken , host!! 39 yrs jake!!!!! he/any , almost taken (lol) , cohost , 27 yrs jordan :3 he/any , crushing , cohost , 25 yrs elliot ! he/they/xem/star , taken , semi-cohost , 14 yrs vic – he/any (are you seeing a pattern) , taken , semi-cohost , 42 yrs kellin – they/he , taken , semi-cohost, 39 yrs ok thats it i think.. now time for alters who dont like fronting LOL or dont front alot johnnie , they/he , crushing star , he/they/star/xem , single basically all the fnaf alters.. han (5-star) , major depression holder (only fronts during bad depression episodes) adtr members a lot of kpop alters (dont speak good english ig) most of the sws alters... and alot more! okay q&a time /silly when did you guys find out you were a sys? around 8 yrs old! we were going thru some trauma and started identifying our alters and stuff LOL.... whats it like to be a system? this is a rlly complicated question, but its fun for the most part! i mean, we’re never lonely i guess XD. although , we’re usually in a lot of pain (headaches) because of it... (being a sys) so thats not fun. why do yall have so many alters? every sys has a different threshold for splitting, and ours is rlly low. when we’re stressed we split, and we also have bpd so we’re usually either really happy or having a mental breakdown which causes splitting aswell, and also we still have ongoing traumatic things so ... smiles why are most of your alters introjects? well we actually have a couple alters of our ocs gulps but for the most part we tend to hyperfixate on media a lot so we tend to introject the things we hyperfixate on... gulp if u guys have any moer questions ill put them hereee !!!! okayy next.. recommended by @kelthelesbian, how our handwriting & art style differentiates between alters ^_^ handwriting: jake: messy but cute (according to jordan <\/3) tony : neat but sometimes too fast... jordan : like tony’s but writes a’s like the font on here.. kellin : like they’re writing in italics elliot : messy asf LOL vic : pretty bad but hes trying its okay guys /silly art style: jake : shading-heavy, cute sorta chibi style tony : simple, colorful chibi-ish , good at anatomy jordan : horrid anatomy, silly artstyle/doodly kellin : just random doodles, doesnt rlly do art elliot : semi-realism ^_^ vic : strange questionable doodles /silly /lh oki doki, next on the list is requested by @3nn3r-4ft0n-r3viv3d – how it feels when we switch!! okay so when we switch it relaly depends. if the relationship between the alters is like, strong i guess (best friends, partners, stuff like that) then the switch is USUALLY pretty fast. if an alter leaves front without anyone else being in the fronting room, then we usually dissociate for a few minutes until someone else comes into front or an emergency fronter gets triggered to front -- speaking of getting triggered to frnt, sometimes alters have front triggers (like specific people, songs, words, etc) that trigger them to front!! usually its a really fast switch in that case. another time when we dissociate for a long time (and its usually kinda painful) is when an alter doesnt wanna give up front but someone else tries to force their way into main front... sniffles okay i think thats it for that : 3 requested by @sanities_fall , what does it feel like to split? its usually rlly painful sob sob.. we get rlly bad headaches and get super emotional and stuff and irratable most of the time and its just super annoying.. although very rarely we’ll have splits where we dont even realize we’ve split until a new alter fronts T_T next :D requested by @th4t10tt3rth3r14n-i-promise -- how did we know we were a system we kinda answered this already in the document but ill go more in depth ^_^ so basically when we were 7-8 we started noticing our switches and memory gaps and stuff, so once we started to figure that out , we started to give our alters names !! fast forward to around 6th grade we had smth really bad happen to us #lore /silly anyways so we started switching a lot more which led to more memory gaps and more bad things and lots of splitting and such so we started doing research like "wtf is wrong with us" and we figured out we had did ^_^ so we used to go to this therapist a few years ago and we finally got diagnoseddd 2 years ago :D but we've know for ~8 years LOL
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