EVERYONE THIS MAY BE MY FINAL MESSAGE

EVERYBODY PLEASE LISTEN my teacher outed me in front of the whole class for being trans and a therian she also will not stop deadnaming me (and using my first name, not even my middle name too) and she forced me to admit to everything i was doing (like watching therian vids and writing a vent thing which is very FREAKIN PRIVATE) and i just can't i wore my tail to school today which is perfectly fine in dress code but she says its against dress code and to "leave that stupid thing at home" THIS IS MY ONLY WAY TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT PHANTOM SHIFTS IM NOT DOIG THAT and worst of all she's going to tell my parents every single thing. everything i've vented about with writing or drawing. every email i've sent. every cry for help. everything to my parents, who ARE GOING TO FREAKING HURT ME (not physically, just psychological abuse) and she should know by this that i need help but NOPE APPARENTLY I'M JUST A "DUMB LITTLE KID WHO MAKES EVERYTHING UP" I FREAKING HATE MY SCHOOL I HATE MY TEACHERS I HATE MY PARENTS I HATE MY CLASSMATES I HATE THE ADMINS AND I JUST FREAKING CANT ANYMORE!! PLEASE HELP IDK WHAT TO DO AND I DON'T WANT TO RELAPSE AFTER MONTHS OF BEING CLEAN BUT I JUST FKD JSKFLDJSGIRWHEIOBJVNFDSKLVJFS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OH AND THE ICING ON THE CAKE? SHE LOOOOVES GIVING HER STUDENTS PATS ON THE SHOULDER AND BACK, SO AFTER I ADMITTED TO EVERYTHING SHE RUBBED MY BACK (which she KNOWS i dont like) AND SAID "SEE THAT WASNT SO HARD" I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL IM GOING TO DO!! THIS IS A VERY RUSHED MESSAGE SINCE IM ON THE BUS AND ALMOST AT MY STOP FROM TABBY HAYWARD, SEND HELP PLEASE IDK WHAT IM GOING TO DO BUT IT WONT BE GOOD, KNOWING ME. /srs/vent/sos update morning after this ms calhoun sent this website to the it people to block it so i most likely will not be talking on here again. she said if i reported her for harassment that she "did not do in any way whatsoever" that she'd fail me. W H A T?!?!?!