for all you older people on this website I need help.

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soo I just found out that I got into a private charter highschool that barely accepts anyone that I've been wanting to go to for a while because I am so done being made fun of at my public school. Lets call it highschool 1. other than 1, there was originally only two choices for my highschool. one of them, lets call it highschool 2, has a way better art program, all sorts of different types of medium classes- hell it has a stained GLASS class, and three levels of it. the last highschool, lets call it highschool 3 has a way better drama program and choir program, and has a soccer team I really want to try out for. I have a mix of friends going to 2 and 3, my GIRLFRIEND is going to 3, and I know absolutely nobody at 1, but 1 would be better for my academic future because a lot of colleges give out scholarships there like its fucking candy and I really need one if I want to go to college (its more likely for me to get a scholarship/get a better general education if I go to highschool 1.) Im super scared to go to 1 because I would basically be leaving all of my past friends behind, and I wouldnt be able to see my girlfriend as much as I really want to. 1 is better for my learning but worse for my social life, because I wont see my girlfriend and all the other friends I've made. Not seeing her specifically is why I'm so hesitant because istg I'm going to fucking marry her and I cant really do that if we cant see each other except on weekends. If I go to 1, the rest of my siblings can too and as the oldest of six I really want all of them to have as many painful choices as I do in case they do want to go to 1. 2 is better for if I want to pursue art, but I'm a lil scared because I'm pretty sure ai is going to take over art and I wouldn't be able to get a job or anything in any sort of art field. Also, if I go to 3 I will have a better chance of getting all the classes I want because my grandma is a member of the staff, meaning that I get to sign up for classes early. ALSO 1 has uniforms, and i've REALLY wanted to go to a school where people don't judge me based off of how I dress. if anyone here has had to deal with stuff like this I really need some help to make a decision and ts is freaking me out <\/3 holy yap that is a paragraph if I've ever seen one.
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