fuck. oh fuck. I'm so fucked. tw..

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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck my mom found Kandipad thru an email fuck she went thru stuff not everything but saw on a post me saying something abt relapsing, right? she asked me what I meant by it I froze I stared at her she told me "you know that's what drug addicts use right?" I didnt know that. she doesn't know abt my sh I don't wanna tell her not yet not now maybe not ever ugh fuck and she got a bad first impression of kandipad from my father (online) now shes making my phone a fucking 11 year old I cant get off parental controls for 2 more YEARS damn it. im so stupid i shouldve blocked emails from kandipad while i had the fucking chance roblox? gone youtube? gone even on my tv pjsk? restart EVERYTHING crk? restart. and she factory reset my old phone ( i got a new one ) so i cant sign in or transfer ANY data im fucked so fucked and guess what else? i relapsed. ugh this has gotta be the worst time. im so stupid why why why why why why why WHY. idiot im a fucking idiot a dumb bitch i hate this oh i hate it so fucking much id just rather never use my phone again. whats the fucking point? im not restarting crk or pjsk i cant use roblox so what else will i use it for besides calls, spotify, and texts? im so fucking stupid. dumb. idiot. ... edit : forgot to add this my phone is gone for 3 weekss.. so much fun.
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