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What should I do? I think I might be going insane cuz istg my mind keeps predicting stuff before it happens, when I was with stormy right before that roach came out I was literally thinking to myself ‘it would be weird if she was playing with a roach back there lol’ and it happened hundreds of times before. I’ve been weary of what my mom says recently since she always said things like how our family came from aliens, she did crystal energy work and thinks that crystals have powers, thinks that human giants existed before us, thought people had powers (I remember one time she specifically said that she dated a guy who could read minds) and I always fell for those things she would say and would get bullied at school for telling my classmates when I was young. I think I’m still falling for them because she thinks that since she and my sister have powers, I’ve been thinking to myself if my power is some type of mental prediction and I keep telling myself it isn’t true but my brain just keeps going back to that and I think I’m starting to delude myself since my mom has been telling me very young that it was all true. I don’t know how to stop this but I need it to very quickly.
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