Hey guys…

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So i have always had depression but it has never been this bad. I’m always sad and stuff and I’m only happy around a few people and I’ve had problems talking like i used to be able to say stuff but now people have started talking over me. I really miss my mom and a need hater now more than ever. I stopped having shifts and my handwriting is atrocious and i have had an INSANE amount of suicidal thoughts. And i feel like I’m losing friends. One friend has noticed this and pointed out that i was different over text. She said over text I’m always happy but in real life I look really depressed. She just pointed this out yesterday. She also said that she f^cking hates me. She said this because I wouldn’t give her a caramel because i bought it with my own money and because i said somebody likes mushrooms more than her. Ever since i challenged her saying i like mushrooms more than her she started making everything about them. She pretty much only draws them and she changed her YouTube profile to a mushroom snake and he banner to mushrooms. She even changed her name to shroomsun instead of sunnypawz and i think that is ridiculous.
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