Hey guys I need to unwind (TWs and btw I'm back sry I've been gone for so long)

Okay so first off I came out to my mom as therian, and asexual. GO MEEEEEEE!!!! (she supports woopie and my dad) And my relationship is going fine but I don't think she likes me. With all of that it makes me wonder if I should break up with her or ask her if she actually likes me. I have SH in the past couple weeks bc my mom has been a complete bitch. My sister told her counselor that she was addicted to CBD so my mom is freaking out and thinking defax is gonna come (they haven't I'm okay) and she has been making me clean the whole house. I think I'm pansexual not les. And my friend has killed themselves so now I think I want to. Going to his funeral in 2 days (not excited for that) Umm and there is this guy in all of my classes (every one has the same classes as their 1st pd except for 5th and 6th pd) and I really like him and I shouldn't because I'm dating a girl. He makes me laugh and he compliments me every day and we were doing review games for exams in my 4th pd like Kahoot gimkit esc and every time he would rage he would look at me and go we can work together as a team and we would go shoulder to shoulder and help each other out. In one of the gimkit games where it was like crypto hack he would start to hide his screen then look at me then go "We can see each others screens I trust you" And I feel comfortable with telling him everything like a situation that is going on with this guy in my 5th pd who is making sexual comments abt my body and that makes me want to kms but after I told him that he said "Let me know if he does that again and I'll beat his ass" YALL LET ME KNOW IF YOU THINK HE LIKES ME BACK PLSSSSSSS!!!! Anyways I love y'all have a good night/ day