I wanna kill myself

as some of yall know I’ve been dealing with a lot of stress.. and atm I just don’t wanna be here rn, my crush rejected me and idk how to not cut myself.. please someone help me.. I don’t wanna be here, no one cares abt me.. people bully me, and I’ve been trying to be less fat.. I have scars all over my body and I’m crying over someone.. please help me… I might not make it to my 13th birthday… if someone can help me cope or even just make my day a little better.. that’s all I ask for.. thank you guys for listening.. sincerely, Kai..