Idk just random stuff I wanted to say

(Warning: long) Regretting watching “paranormal” videos a teensy weensy bit. Like my heart is pounding in my chest. But I love when I see the person filming react the same way I would just swearing and getting tf out of there. My mom laughs when we I make a paranormal joke then say “that was SATIRE! I am NOT TEMPTING or ASKING for that stuff to happen.” Me and my sister were playing with this doll my mom’s friend made whose head is really floppy and rolls around and I was saying “Why are you giving me the cold shoulder? Please, just look at me when we’re having a conversation,” to the doll since her head kept turning to face my mom. Heres basically how the convo with the doll went: Me: “Just look at me, is it that hard?” *dolls head turns in the other direction* Me: *turns dolls head to face me* “What did I do wrong? Did I make you mad? Please, just tell me.” *dolls head turns away again* Me: “Just talk to me!!!” So then I started laughing and I was like “Actually dont tho bc if you do I’m gonna start crying and burn this place down” and my mom said “Burn this place down? We can’t afford another place, just give the doll to someone else like gramma or your cousins” so I stared the doll in the glass eyes and told it “if you act haunted im gonna give you to the rowdy five year olds” but we were just kidding, I really love that doll (don’t laugh bc I’m a teenager and love dolls). It reminds me of when I went into an antique store and the store owners had the LOVELY idea of storing the dolls on the ceiling, like they were hanging from the ceiling and stacked up on the high shelf. Plus it was a dimly lit store. Also I’m paranoid rn and keep seeing things In the corner of my eye…. So im gonna do some sit ups while singing my 80s synth to chill out. Also I was crying again today ❤️