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Random explosion of my thoughts (yapping warning): Today during Drama some homophobic idiots were like "Hey (my name), there's only two genders!" and me being me was like "Two biological sexes, NOT GENDER." Then this one guy who I've had sorta beef with is like "It's the law now, only two genders." WHYYYYYYY IS AMERICA SO STUPID!!!!! Then I asked my friend if he is a legal citizen (I assumed he was, and not as an insult, just out of worry bc I don't want anyone I know deported) and he's like "WOW? YOU THOUGHT I WAS ILLEGAL!" (idk he might be joking because of his tone, but I'm kinda a mentally-slow at-understanding-people person so like idk if he was actually insulted, was I insulting? I'm a mixed race latina so I didn't think it was racist...) But this is what I read that made me worried was: "If given a second term, Donald Trump promises to decimate American communities by targeting immigrants who are already contributing members of society and blocking new immigrants from coming lawfully to the United States." WELL HE HAS HIS SECOND TERM (Idk why but I thought SECOND TRIMESTER OF PREGNANCY as I wrote that) AND LIKE- AIHOIHOUDKTBBTW&BTDNPITB! I'm scared about my rights and my friends rights. Anyway to be less negative: When creating ocs sometimes do any of you have like a scene in mind with a character that's not even created that doesn't even have a universe or a story, but like you just KNOW IN YOUR BONES this is something they would do? Like ik that my oc Oz (haven't even written lore for him but I'm trying) is gonna be singing "Heads Will Roll" by The Yeah Yeah Yeahs as he k!lls the zombies (I just know he's gonna have a great time in the zombie apocalypse) and like other people just be watching him in disgust like "Bro wtf?" Do I even make sense rn? I sometimes forget English when I think fast. It's why I sometimes would fall asleep mid-convo late at night when I was like- 10. Also anyone else see faces in the darkness even though nothings there? At night I sometimes will see emerging faces coming out of the blankets and walls (My comics by Junji Ito don't help either lol). ALso I crave sleep in the morning, but at night I wanna scream or grab a pot and a pan and just make noise while dancing (I never do this tho bc I would be mvrdered....). Also just started watching Arcane even though it's existed for so long, as an older sister I relate to Vi. Anyway if ur still here, thank you for reading this tornado of randomness and I'm sorry if I've bored you to death.... -DJ