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angelwxlf • Apr 23, 2026 @ 9:20pm

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its really hard sometimes. I feel pressured kinda. I wanna do so many things but my brain keeps telling me I can't. that I'll never be good enough. I'm bad at school. I'm 100% sure I'm gonna flunk on the state tests. I would like to loose weight but it seems more like wishful thinking. now I gotta save up for a phone with my new job. and I can't shake off this dang silent dread that keeps following me. like something is gonna go wrong. (knocking on wood that nothing does). and I'm so cooped up. I have severe cabin fever. my life is unentertaining and repetitive and that has caused me to develop maladaptive daydreaming and dissociation. I sometimes feel so down I start to cry out of nowhere. sigh.. I know this is considered a rant but I feel like people vent on kandipad because they know its safe (for the most part) here and they just want to be comforted by other people who are going through the same thing. or maybe its the only safe place to let out their feelings because others in their life could find stuff like this on other platforms and they could get in trouble for it. anyway.. that's how I've been feeling.

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