might draw this later idk

ik people say for like someone whos used to getting all the attention that its not that big of a deal, and not everythings about them, which i agree with ofc but like there IS kinda an emotional shift that happens when youve been used to being the only one payed attention too, and then suddenly theirs others who are getting like all of it and not you for me, my baby cousing take all my grandmas attention when i go to her house, and yeah i usually do my own thing and dont care but it makes me feel unwelcome sometimes nd like im an intruder or maybe im just overly sensitive and overthink too much the best way to describe it in like, word picture form is like a mirror, or pane of glass thats justtt small enough you can see the material behind it idk dude ignore me im crazy