my 2025 summer of hell (I DONT WANT SCHOOL TO END ATP)

towards the end of school before summer break I've been having these freak-outs because of my autism i've been held in a hospital more then four times for this reason I was suicidal (not anymore) I grabbed a knife to end it all because my ex cheated five times on me.the 4th of July my mom was giving me little hints that I was gonna go to my dads for a "weekend" the night before I did not feel very good cause the past with my dad was not great he broke down a door when I was 7.the day came i was doing rubber bands when he came to pick me up asked my mom if i can bring m switch to play ACNH. i bad thought i was staying there just ONE weekend but ayy we got subway on the way there and i had to sleep on an air mattress (it was fine with me) his b!tch a$s gf that would hit/beat the Sh!t out of me told me to get ready for bed at 7:50pm so i did i looked in my bags (that i did NOT pack) there were about 10 outfits all shorts and tank-tops one pair of pants ONE PAIR OF PANTS then i went to go ask whats going on.i said why do i have so many clothes to wear for one weekend *they looked at each other like wtf do we tell her*they told me that your here for two weeks I started begging for my life for god to wake me up from this dream but its Not a dream we stayed up until 3 am the next day was still bad I cried myself to sleep my dad asked if I wanted to play fortnite (the game I love to rage on) I said sure if I can add a friend (my current bf) I did then he started asking me about S3x like bruh I'm already dirty minded enough😩 then my dad seen what HE sent me and asked who was that I said a friend then I lost Fortnite for the whole time I was there but we went fishing two day later I wore my favorite black shorts and an oversized shirt his gf said to go change bc there was a bar In front of his house and I went to go change then I came back with different clothes and my hair up we called my mom to chat with her and I was there for a week and a half then I told him my mom only asked for him to watch me for a while when she "works"after I told him he called the cops I went home then I wanted to play ACNH but when I checked it was fcking factory rested my 10,000+ hours of Fortnite gone the $1,000 my own grandma put into it gone my 10,000+ hours of Acnh gone so there is my story of my hell summer or 2025.