Neville Longbottom rant

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Hiiii it took me forever to figure out how to post on here šŸ˜” Anyways! I wanted to rant about one of my all time favorite characters!!! It’s probably not going to be very coherent, though… sorry šŸ˜… I connect with how shy and quiet he is in the Harry Potter MOVIES 1-4 (maybe 5). I didn’t grow up extremely popular, and I’m still trying to find myself which I feel is similar to Neville in the first few movies. Talking to others or ESPECIALLY to authority figures makes me wish I were invisible. I yearn to have friends but I don’t feel like I’m made for it, I guess? I’m not proficient in anything, I don’t have much to offer, honestly. I have average grades, I know a little bit of everything yet I’ve mastered nothing. And I feel like I’d be made fun of for my interest, even if that’s an irrational thought. I hate speaking up, and I hate being told I’m not loud enough when I talk. It makes me even more shy. I want to hide from the world yet I wish I could see more of it. But I DO admire how Neville starts to figure out who he is over the course of the Harry Potter movies, I admire how brave he becomes, I admire how he shows his true colors in a courageous manner. I honestly wish I could do that, I wish I could shine as well! And I truly hope I do one day. I know I’m still fairly young and I have time to figure it all out at some point ā¤ļøā¤ļø But until then I think I’ll stay in my comfort zone, listening to sappy, angsty music and watching all my silly moviesā˜ŗļø Anyways that’s it, I promise if I make anymore posts they will be lighter and happier😭😭 and hopefully a little shorter… I love to yap, sorry LOL (apologies for any grammatical errors)
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