nooo

I kinda just realized that people I'm not friends with and don't know my personality probably all think I'm either an introverted weirdo or some ugly depressed weird teenager with weird friends that has really bad unfunny humor (because I'm a girl and they think girls can't be satire)💔 like when I'm not yelling at my friends and laughing/smiling and spouting brainrot I probably just look tired and depressed 💔 (when I'm not wearing makeup at least😔) because my eye bags are quite prominent and my eyes aren't very big so when I'm not wide eyed I have no sparkle😢 it came to my attention a few days ago when my friend said something about me always being happy and SHE THINKS I'M FAKING IT💔💔 she said something like I have major depressive disorder and I asked why cuz I'm literally always happy as shit with them and she said it's because some depressed people hide their feelings and scream brainrot/act happy so no one is worried💔 IS THIS REALLY WHAT SOME PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME?? 💔 I was literally just dancing in my room to random music on my tiktok fyp and thought to myself how bizarre people think I'm faking it😔 I'm a very JOLLY person guys I don't like getting mischaracterized (Oh btw Martina ik you're gonna read this and know I'm mentioning you but dw I'm not mad at all LOL) I LOVE BEING WHIMSICAL HAHHEHAHHAHAHA