Ok, this is getting annoying

So I've seen stuff where ppl with say that people that have tried to commit sewerslide are just weak, or ppl that commit from depression or other things in life and then do whatever they do to try and then end up regretting it halfway through the act is 'attention seeking' or some shit. And it's pissing me off because I am a survivor, I overdosed on acetaminophen(Tylenonl) on 9/20/24 and yet my mother had the gull to say that I need to get over the shit that her and her now ex did and that I did it for attention. Let's use me for example and I'm gonna use that one BMO quote. Me(after taking half a bottle of 200 pills and waking up every hour of the night vomiting): Haha, I think I'm dying. But that's okay [redacted] always bounces back. (): Mnm, not this time. Me: But I'm supposed to stay for my mom and sister, that's my job. (): Now your job is to be de@d. --------- It took me hours of waking up, vomiting until I was puking bile, and not being able to fall asleep to go upstairs and tell my mom that I was throwing up. She thought I was just sick and told me to go get nausea pills from her bathroom. I couldn't find them so she came in and found me throwing up this yellow goopy stuff and she asked what I took, I didn't tell her so she called 911. I was admitted to the hospital but on the drive there she straight up told me 'You can't use this as a way to escape your problems!' And I know that doesn't sound bad but it's like, do you even know me at all? Have you not seen how bad my mental health is? Anyway, srry for the many vents over this past week, but this was mostly for awareness.