RARGH i do hate mental health 'professionals'

LONG VENT ABOUT TWO THINGS (TW: body shaming) Topic 1: disorders ive been discharged from a place i was being assessed for a tic disorder and adhd at but apparently i show no symptoms?? ive been jerking my head and neck for two days every ten seconds, i look like a malfunctioning robot and i get stares and my spanish teacher told me in front of the whole class to 'stop doing that' and to 'talk normally' but her voice is incredibly loud and overwhelimg and it makes my tics worse and i keep stuttering because of my adhd and my brain going too quick so i talk incredibly quickly and my mouth cant keep up with my brain and its so embarrassing because i cant stop and just want meds to make my life easier but i cant get any for tics, adhd OR ocd bc ive been discharged from the people who are meant to care or to help Topic 2: My friend is kind of a byatch she keeps calling me fat and pointing out that im 'bloated' but i just dont have a flat stomach? she was joking about me being pregnant (as friends do ofc) but she said it was believable and then poked me- i dont feel comfortable in my school uniform anymore and have to have my blazer done up which looks stupid but id rather look stupid than pregnant, worse part is she used to have an eating disorder so i know shes doing it as a joke but i asked her to stop and she just said 'aww but its funny' and 'but you were doing it too the other day?' like ok? and i changed my mind? you take psychology so i assume you know how an opinion and boundaries work? i never noticed it until she pointed it out but now its really obvious and i feel like people are looking at it and i just wish i didnt care but i do and i cant even complain to any of my firends about it because im the person who 'doesnt care' and makes self-deprecating jokes and i feel like the topic will move on very quickly as it always does, i put a massive apology on my group chat and one of my friends said 'r u gonna k y s????' and when i said no she changed the sunject because apparently if im not gonna k m s im completely fine??