self-discovery thingy

raven wanted whoever was fronting at the time to post this so we are fulfilling that wish. This is pre-written. Just like our genderfluidity, we have realize we don't switch as often. Most of what was claimed to be other than luce was indeed herself. She was lying, but she didn't realize it. I am saying this to inform anyone who interacts with us. If we act differently, it could be another alter. Luce has discovered that since they mask alot, she is used to that. For people who don't know we are a system, they would think of it as a personality change, and we are fine with that. We are taking time for more self-discovery, and will update if any system info / discoveries, like this, arise in the future. I'll say the main point though: I forget when we found this, but saying "i am [alter name]" when not knowing whos fronting helps us alot, and since we found it we have been using that to see who is fronting, who we feel connected to, and who is communicating. On May 21st, luce realized when doing this after lunch, she felt me, raven. The paragraph above is a direct quote from me when randomly pondering. But on this note, we do feel different when another alter is fronting, its just...luce got excited I believe and "forced" us in and out. So we didn't really get to know who and what we actually are. I have realized in that time that the music I listen to is similar to luce's and aj's music options, but I prefer the minor key, as it brings a eerie twist to music that I enjoy very much. I have also learned my movements are a bit flowy in the hands, and I might be the one who brings forth a dislike in change of appearances or behavior that is very noticeable. I was pulling on the bracelet we had on when an example of this dislike was present, and I felt a bit shaken. I am certain I am NOT cheery as people have seen, but rather aloof-ish (not entirely, we dk what to describe it as) , elegant, and a bit on the anxious type. We are outgoing mostly to people we know and interact with. Also I believe I am an embodyment of an actual raven, but am not identifying as one. If you know Miss Peregrine from MPHFPC, you would understand she is a shapeshifter and can shapeshift into her peregrine form. This is what I mean, ey. Apologies for the long read. - raven