song made for me by yukami_xylander aka Luka

I know I did something wrong! Why can't you just god d*** believe me? I'm stuck in a room my head bowed down. Scared you're gonna KL me for something, I didn't mean to! (I'M SORRY!) (BELIEVE ME I KNOW!) I can't stand up I know. (No.) I can't do a single f****** thing that actually matters. I know I'm not what anybody wants right now. I wish I was better. (Please) I wish I wasn't weak. (Please!) I wish I was anybody but me. (PLEASE!) (HELP ME!) I'm afraid, no- terrified- Terrified that you're gonna KL me for something- SOMETHING I DIDN'T MEAN TO f****** DO! I can't stand up I know. (No.) I can't do a single f****** thing that actually matters. I know I'm not what anybody wants right now. I wish I was better. (Please) I wish I wasn't weak. (Please!) I wish I was anybody but me. (PLEASE!) (HELP ME!) I'm on the floor, cryin' Crying for something stupid. I hate everything- I hate every little s***** thing about me- And- I- I WISH I WOULD JUST DROWN AND DIE! [Echos] But I also want to be numb~ So numb I can't hear a single s***** thing you say about my useless little life! Blasting it through my headphones.~ The music makes me blind, don't you see? You made me like this,~ Can't sleep, can't drink, can't eat- Oh my God, oh my God, omg, omg, omg. OH MY GOD!~ I can't stand up I know. (No.) I can't do a single f****** thing that actually matters. I know I'm not what anybody wants right now. I wish I was better. (Please) I wish I wasn't weak. (Please!) I wish I was anybody but me. (PLEASE!) (HELP ME!) Its four o clock in the f****** morning. Good luck tryna change my mind. (haha...) That's right, good luck. But now I'm thinking about those things again- those awful awful things! Oh how I wish they would just disappear and take me with them! I can't stand up I know. (No.) I can't do a single f****** thing that actually matters. I know I'm not what anybody wants right now. I wish I was better. (Please) I wish I wasn't weak. (Please!) I wish I was anybody but me. (PLEASE!) (HELP ME!) And I'm cryin'- crying again for those awful things. And I wake up- And my nightmare starts over again. Better luck next time b**** ! (HAHA!)