STORYTIME

DISCLAIMER:I am no longer a homophobe and I’m apart of the LGBTQ COMMUNITY! 💜💗💙 story time: trying to reconnect with my old best friend (Kynsleigh) and getting my heart broken all over again. so basically, Kynsleigh and i used to be best friends. we knew each other in elementary school, and we were friends again in 6th grade. she eventually moved schools, and our friendship ended in december 2025. even though our friendship ended, i never stopped caring about her as a person. i missed HER, not just having a best friend. i missed the memories, the laughs, and the person who used to be such a big part of my life. recently, i decided to reach out to her because i genuinely missed her and wanted to express how i felt. i sent her a long, sentimental message because i had so much on my heart and so much i wanted her to understand. but then i found out that she hadn’t even read my message because she thought it was too long. she told my friend Alley that she forgave me, but she never wanted to talk to me again. and honestly? that hurt so much. i understand that forgiveness doesn’t mean we have to become friends again, but i wish she had at least read what i wrote. i wasn’t trying to bother her. i was trying to express my feelings to someone who used to mean the world to me. and then there’s Aubrey. i’ve also heard that Aubrey said something to Kynsleigh about me, and i don’t know the whole story yet. that makes everything even more upsetting because now i’m left wondering what was said and whether it affected anything. i’m not saying Kynsleigh owes me a friendship. i know she has the right to move on, even if it hurts me. but i wish things had turned out differently. i wish our friendship hadn’t ended the way it did, and i wish trying to reach out didn’t leave me feeling like this. it’s so weird how someone can go from being your best friend to someone you might never speak to again. i genuinely miss her as a person. i wasn’t trying to force her to forgive me or make everything go back to normal. i just wanted her to know that she still mattered to me. i guess the hardest part is realizing that someone can forgive you and still not want you in their life. ❤️‍🩹