stuff that makes me want to peel my skin off

when I’m like kind of overstimulated and someone just like talks close to me and I can SMELL. THEIR. BREATH LIKE FUCK OFF IM TRYING TO SURVIVE NOT SMELL THE SCHOOL PIZZA ROUND 2 ladder cuffs, but like, the stimming ones they are SO. UNCOMFORTABLE I absolutely HATE THE FEELING OF THE STRING ON MY SLIN and its UNEVEN TOO SO I HATE IT EVEN MORE GRGRRGTRRGEHAHHAJAJA breathing in smoke I will actively hold my breath to avoid breathing in smoke or like other airborne pollutants I’m scared of lung disease eheheheh. I don’t like it when my older sibling calls their bf at like 10 pm and they’re sleepy and saying all this lovey dovey shit like YPU GUYS SOUND LIKE YOUR HIGH. GO TO SLEEP. I AM TRYING TO SLEEP WHY ARENT