tadc ep 7 theories SPOILERS!!

BRO when Jax wakes up from his dream LOOK AT HIS EYES. they look like those of ones who have abstracted. (kaufmo, ribbit, queener, etc.) and the fact that he was having a dream about his dead(?) friend as angsty af. another thing, what the hell was that hand? Was that a figment of Jax's imagination or was that real? And something else, the fact that he knew all along was crazy. I personally feel like he's not too far from abstracting due to the little secrets that not many (I think?) have noticed and the overwhelming evidence. but when kinger exits dark/dim spaces that little perspective of him losing his memory is I feel like a mind game by caine to keep kinger from telling the others some lore important thing like if some of what able said was true (able, or Abel?) with kinger doing something in the past would be so odd. Another thing is that able said that he worked with caine as a coworker to help create the circus but something that he says that contradicts to what he said is that caine is an AI? pretty sure this was the first hint to him not being real and just another npc. and another thing is that when jax is having these mini panic attacks his pupils go all scribbly. and if you noticed at the end his went like that. I also have a theory that jax had some sort of traumatic car crash and that's why his mind went into overdrive and pushed the red button but it might be just another mind game by caine because when people first come to the circus they have lost their memories (like what happened with pomni) so I'm unsure whether he was able to get some of his old memories from the real world or those were fake ones to ensure that they pressed the red button. Also, I think what would have happened when they pressed the blue button is that they would have (possibly?) gotten to the real world. I do believe that able was somewhat telling the truth about the program and the pods but the thing I don't believe is that it's just one program. It would be smart to put in an emergency exit just in case something goes haywire but if they thought that the ones in the circus would only be in there for a limited time and that they would always be there to take them out of the digital world they would have used two or more programs for both the pods and the circus. sorry for the rant ig. probably gonna post this on my forum. :3