TW Depression, Possible ED, Anxiety, and Sh topics.

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I'm slipping. It's like an abyss swallowing me whole. I feel fat and ugly. I don't know why people are happy at this point. And guess what? I was a fucking MONTH clean. And I just restarted. My arm hurts. My head hurts. Everything hurts. It's so late and I just want to sleep. But I can't. I need human interaction. But I'm at my gramps and he and my Gramma are asleep. I feel empty. I miss my friends so much. I need my girlfriend. I need MY FUCKING FRIENDS. I am so sad and alone and hungry and full and happy and angry and FUCKING EVERYTHING AT ONCE. I just wish I could actually be happy. AND ALSO I GOT A FUCKING D IN SCIENCE. AND IN A TEST I DID I DIDN'T QUALIFY FOR ALGEBRA NEXT YEAR. There's a 2nd one but FUCK. It hurt. -Ollie
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