Update on my post yesterday

Hey y’all ☺️ Soooooo good news I feel a lot better since yesterday and js wanted to let yall know This is gonna sound a bit concerning but like if ur mentally ill like me then you’ll prolly understand XD Literally RIGHT after I posted yesterday I started crying and like just listened to music for probably an hour and a half Then I started another Kandi project to cope and then ate dinner (that’s a big deal for me lol) Like an hour after dinner I had another breakdown and started crying but it’s ok bc my bf let me rant to him about it Then I went on a walk w my favorite staff member (he let me put press on nails on him last week lol) and he let me talk his ear off about who tf knows what Stop omg but then I started getting this really tight pain in my chest and my heartbeat was rly fast from walking (it prolly doesn’t help that I have this thing called orthostatic hypotension so my heart rate’s always really) Anyways then I took a shower (that’s a big deal for me too bc depression is a bitch and taking a shower is lowkey hard sometimes) and continues working on Kandi shit Then I passed out at like 12 w my contacts still in. lol Thank yall sm for reading this!! Hope you have a good day/night!!!