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Y'all, help also, CW sorta a vent

rayisstuckinthebackrooms • Aug 20, 2026 @ 4:56pm

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Ok, so some of y'all know I absoluly love PUP and Pine Point and a lil more of u know that I fictionkin Dimitri. Well, idk why, but I whenever I watch Zi's play through of pine point or listen to PUP I always get this weird sense of nostalgia. Is this ok!? My mom says that it's ok, but I really wonder. ALSO MY MOM DOESNT GENERALLY KNOW MUCH ABOUT PINE POINT, SO THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT. I do personally relate to both Dee and Nil Nil mainly because I've been suffering from insomnia since last school year, frequently going to be at midnight and waking up at 2 am to 3 am because I can't sleep. I always have this weird feeling of drunk/high because of this as well (NOTE THAT IVE NEVER TOUCHED A VAPE BEFORE, I AM A MINOR) Dee mainly because I move a lot (almost every two years) and am constantly having to say goodbye to friends, rarely do I stay in touch. One of my closest friends I've known for seven years, haven't talked often after I moved then moved back into the state they live in, and still are very close friends to where we consider ourselves siblings (they're non binary) I just hardly really know anymore what to really do between this insomnia, and these weird feelings of nostalgia I get. Half the time I cry because of it because I can't explain feeling this, wanting to go back to this time that I wasn't even alive for. Idk if it my body coping with my current situation, or is just a way of my mental state giving me a safe space to reside in until I'm 18 and can finally leave for my own life. It feels like a home I've never had, that I want my future home to be like. Thank u all for listening, ily all 💜💜💜🎸🎸🤙🤙 may all of u rock on

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