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its 4am on a school night, hundred calorie life making sure the setups just right, just right burning every bridge that i grace, making sure that i feel pain getting in a bitter headspace, at this pace im ready to go, i know you're craving for a brand new low im ready to go, to halt my growth and put on a show to you, im better, better, better off worse you listen when it hurts too much to bear its like im better, better, better off worse my happiness is never cared for overanalyze my broken heart as the tempo kicks up a notch cause im better, better, better off worse you only ever like me in this spiral of despair no, we must go back go back to "my" roots, if you could call it that go back to the hurdles that ive already passed reliving them over and over and when there is closure, we gotta go bolder im ready to go, because i know my woes are a product to be consumed now you're running low i know you want something new but what else can i do? oh, what else can i do? to you, im better, better, better off worse you listen when it hurts too much to bear its like im better, better, better off worse my happiness is never cared for overanalyze my broken heart as the tempo kicks up a notch cause im better, better, better off worse you only ever like me in this spiral of despair better, better, better, better better, better, better, better better, better, better, better better, better, better off better, better, better, better better, better, better, better better, better, better, better better, better, better off better off recovering than recovered better off hurting than to have hurt better off in the dark than in the light better off near death than be alright bleed out for audience approval tragic but perfectly on schedule you think by now that we wouldve learned behind every piece of art is a human to be heard but im still better, better, better off worse you listen when it hurts too much to bear its like im better, better, better off worse rejecting change to keep you there because im better, better, better off worse you listen when im running out of time its like im better, better, better off worse the mourning of one still alive i oversimplify the tears i cry while you tear them down line by line cause im better, better, better off worse you only ever like me, only ever like me when i wanna die im better, better, better, better better, better, better, better better, better, better, better better, better, better off better, better, better, better better, better, better, better better, better, better, better better, better, better off better, better, better, better better, better, better, better better, better, better, better better, better, better off better, better, better, better better, better, better, better better, better, better, better better, better, better off worse