translating random songs part one 😼😼

a double suic.de : sheena ringo (warning yes I used Google translate for this I do not know that much stuff) [Verse 1] ねえ、如何して目を合わさうともしないの。何故。屹度 / Hey, why won't you make eye contact with me? Why? Surely... 「直視に耐へない。」とでも云ふのでせう。だうせ。ぢやあ / "I suppose they'd say, 'It's too painful to look at directly.' Anyway, that's that." 一体誰よ。こんな女にしたのは誰。/ Who is this woman? Who turned her into this kind of person? ねえ、待つてゐたんだよ追つて来てくれるのをずつと。/ Hey, I've been waiting for you, hoping you would come after me all this time. やつと会へたつてのに抱いてもくれないのか。一寸。あゝ / We finally met, and you won't even hold me? Just for a moment. Ah... 人生ご破算。お前さんあんたの所為だつて。/ My life is ruined. And it's all your fault. [Chorus] 分かんないの。仕合せつて何。何れが其れだつてのよ。/ I don't understand. What is happiness? Which one is it, anyway? 面倒臭いわ。脳味噌も腸もばら撒いて見せやうか。 / This is such a hassle. Should I scatter my brains and intestines all over the place for you to see? 骨の髄まで染め抜かれた女をご覧なさい。/ Behold this woman, whose very bones are steeped in depravity. [Verse 2] 好きよ大好き、皆あんたに上げる。いゝえ。嫌ひ大嫌ひよ、/ I love you, I love you so much, I'll give you everything. No. I hate you, I absolutely hate you. 矢つ張り返して今直ぐ。なんて。まう遅いわ南無三。/ Send it back right now! Just kidding. It's too late now, alas. お前さんで出来てんだ、全部。 / You're the one who made it all happen. [Chorus] 分かつてんの。仕合せも、不幸も、刻一刻消え失せる。/ Do you understand? Both happiness and unhappiness disappear moment by moment. 冷やこいやうで温かいこの手が、味わひ尽くしたわ。/ I have fully savored the feeling of this hand, which is both cool and warm at the same time. これ以上は何にも無いと思ふの。憎く可愛い人よ。痛いやうで / I don't think there's anything more to say. My hateful yet beloved one. It hurts so much. 気持ち良いお別れよ。過ぎ去つたあの日々。/ It was a pleasant farewell. Those days are now in the past. 留めてゐるまゝの生命ごと終はらせて仕舞ひたい。/ I want to end my life completely, just as it is right now. [Outro] 薄らいで行くわ。私は独り法師。/ It's fading away. I am a lone monk. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hbckxFs-obM&list=RDhbckxFs-obM&index=1 ──★ ˙🍓 ̟ !!