CENTIPEDE LEGS - LuLuYam

im staring deep into your eyes again they stare at me im staring back at them and everything i ever do is everything no sense of safety no security no structure my vulnerability is endlessly habitual and sickening no i dont wanna die id never even try im praying all my life while im combing through your lies with every bone i crack my legs keep coming back im always keeping on but always losing track keep my head on tight and if i ever fall just promise me that i will be ok i need this please i want to feel secure but honestly im living through your mind subconsiously oh watch me stumble as i fall i know you have seen it all take sick joy out of my pain you and i are not the same i know you gave me my name know my secrets and my shame though i give you your acclaim you break all my centipede legs every time i turn around theres something new about you i thought i knew you up and down sometimes i swear i still do clinging to the past like it does me any good im avoiding the red flags like a good devotee should now im turning back around yeah im looking up and down finding cracks inside the walls wondering what holds me down but it all comes back to you yeah it all comes back to you no i wish it wasnt true tell me what am i to do? do, do? and if i ever fall just promise me that i will be ok i need this please i want to feel secure but honestly im living through your mind subconsiously oh watch me stumble as i fall i know you have seen it all take sick joy out of my pain you and i are not the same i know you gave me my name know my secrets and my shame though i give you your acclaim you break all my centipede legs if you love me like you say why do you keep hurting me crawl back to you either way dispite all of my broken legs oh watch me stumble as i fall i know you have seen it all take sick joy out of my pain you an i are not the same i know you gave me my name know my secrets and my shame though i gave you your acclaim you break all my centipede legs