I Was Right - Cricket!

The other day you still ignored me and now youre knocking on my door and now youre screaming on the floor and now youre claiming you adored me i guess i havent learned a thing im too forgiving guess i have no right to complain I let it take over my brain i let you sink your teeth in just one more time and ignored every single fight yeah ignored the fact i was right to put it bluntly youre abusive you started gauging out my eyes when i stopped believing your lies a smile became so elusive i bet you still dont feel a thing youre such a child guess it is still all my fault the truth is rolled out on all the walls and every month and every day and every second i wasted was mental su1c1d3 oh at least i know i was right ooo i think im going crazy if i just push then well make it through you thought that you could change me but i would rather be me than you i wish i wasnt so illogical i wish i hadnt second guessed that i put up with second best i wouldve sent you home a year ago i guess its just my punishment you fucking child guess it is still all my fault the truth is sprawled out on the walls and every month and every day and every second i wasted was mental su1c1d3 i guess i have no right to complain i let you take over my brain i let you sink your teeth in just one more time and ignored every single bite although the answers in sight every long endless night although the future looks bright i wish i wasnt right ("or something like that...i have to change it, dont i?" -cricket!)