music that reminds me of the love of my life

The Good Kind of Scared (v1) You got me checking my reflection like I’m about to crash and burn, heart doing laps inside my ribcage every time your eyes just turn. And I hate how much it matters, how one text can wreck my night, how your name can hit so softly and still start a whole damn fight. (p-c) It’s not bad, it’s not wrong— it just feels bigger than I thought— (c) It’s the good kind of scared, like standing way too close to the edge, like this could change everything with just one thing you said. Yeah, I’m shaking, but I’m here, and I don’t even wanna disappear— if falling feels like this, then maybe I don’t care. It’s the good kind of scared. (v2) You make the room go quiet-loud, like all my nerves grow teeth somehow, and I keep trying to play it cool while my whole heart’s freaking out. ’Cause this ain’t like the small stuff, this ain’t a crush I can outgrow, this is midnight-mind wide open, this is please don’t let this go. (p-c) It’s not safe, but it’s real, and maybe that’s the whole appeal— (c) It’s the good kind of scared, like standing way too close to the edge, like this could change everything with just one thing you said. Yeah, I’m shaking, but I’m here, and I don’t even wanna disappear— if falling feels like this, then maybe I don’t care. It’s the good kind of scared. (bridge) Maybe love was never calm, maybe it was always sparks and alarms, maybe every beating heart has to break the silence first. So if you ask, I won’t run, even with my pulse in overdrive— I’d rather be terrified with you than numb with anyone else. (final chorus) It’s the good kind of scared, the kind that makes me tell the truth, the kind that tears the air apart and still feels worth going through. Yeah, I’m shaking, but I’m here, and for once that’s crystal clear— if this is what it means to care, then I want the good kind of scared.