theres a couple songs by boywithuke that i feel like rn..

Two moons, I can feel myself start catching on f1re You knew, yeah, you kept it to yourself, to yourself Two moons, I get lost on my way, searching for liars This ain't good for my health, no, this ain't good for my health Sorry, please excuse me for my mess My heart's been pouring through my chest I fell through corridors of broken floors I'm sorry that I left Fell asleep in my new bed I can't feel happy in my head I see two moons and nothing more I close my door, I'm left with less I don't feel serene (oh) No, I don't feel too clean (oh) And I don't want to be the one to make you cry Oh, plain sight, I'll start a fight I'll tell your friends that I lost my mind And it'll take a while, but I'll start to smile Broken windows and broken tiles Frozen willows that go for miles Hope to let go, yeah, that's a start And you don't know where my soul's headed And I'm forgetting you So I say Sorry, please excuse me for my mess My heart's been pouring through my chest I fell through corridors of broken floors I'm sorry that I left Fell asleep in my new bed I can't feel happy in my head I see two moons and nothing more I close my door, I'm left with less Left, right, my eyesight is diminishing My life sucks, at night I try to finish it Early, pearly, whites get blurry Surely, I'll go bite the dirty dust Cuts deeper as my head goes nuts I'll be a believer if I ever see trust I must be disgusting rust God, I hate myself, I just wanna unplug Yeah, fvck no I go where I want to But I'm stuck in my bedroom I'm telling lies to keep myself from hurting those around you Yeah, after all these years, I found you (I found you) (Again) Sorry, please excuse me for my mess My heart's been pouring through my chest I fell through corridors of broken floors I'm sorry that I left Fell asleep in my new bed I can't feel happy in my head I see two moons and nothing more I close my door, I'm left with less Stood together outside, I don't even know what Was going through my mind, now I think it was love I never knew I could find someone who I thought was dumb But made my heart go, "Ba-da-dum, ba-da-dum" And I was so scared for my life But I said that I would rather try And I'm pretty sure I'm out of time Ha, ha, ha And I throw my meds straight into the mud 'Cause it doesn't seem to help me when I'm falling in love And my stomach hurts, but I don't mention the bl00d I think I might need a doctor for the mess that I've become Oh, I found it hard to breathe It's getting dark out, don't you think? Tell me, or is it just me? Then she took my coat 'cause it was cold And we took pictures with her phone She left her Polaroid at home I texted all my friends, I wrote That I was falling for this girl Her eyes were glowing, hazel pearls I told her that she was my world And she said, yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said... You probably don't give a - who I am I don't blame you, I hate me too, but I can't Do a lot to change it or the thoughts in my head I am faceless, I'm nameless, I'm better off d3ad That's too far, I'm so sorry, please excuse my mess I'm so stupid, so worthless, I won't do it again That I promise you, I'm just a boy with a pen And a ukulele, is it not evident? That I'm broken, I'm frozen, I'm stuck in my bed I was hoping you'd open me up, but instead My emotions took over my mind and I said That I hate you, I hate that I wish you were dead Then she took my coat 'cause it was cold And we took pictures with her phone She left her Polaroid at home I texted all my friends, I wrote That I was falling for this girl Her eyes were glowing, hazel pearls I told her that she was my world And she said, yeah, she said... Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no